Currently Reading Tell Me If the Lovers Are Losers By Cynthia Voigt see related

Hey, guys! Well, I'm not really in the mood to write anything much, really...I'll just make a few comments/statements that are crucial, and then I'll begone. First of all, the reason I've been gone so long is that my comp's been broken, so I didn't have a chance to write anything until now (it got fixed yesterday). But even tho I have it back, I probably won't be writing much anyway, b/c I'm not really in the mood at the moment. Next order of business: to all those who care, Mike got out of the hospital last week, and has been at sleepaway camp ever since. He comes back this Thursday. Hmmm...anything else? I don't think so...no point in writing anything, really, since it doesn't seem like most ppl really care, anyway...well, bye!

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Hey, guys. New layout! You like?  Hehe. Yeah, u all know or SHOULD know that I like Lindsay Lohan!  And thanx to the ppl who commented on my xanga! It meant a lot to me to know that you care and still read and stuff. I'm a very lucky girl! Hehe.  Byez!

Currently Playing Missundaztood By Pink "Family Portrait" see related

Hey, guyz!! Found this on someone's xanga...I liked it a lot!! So I adjusted it a bit, and am now putting it here to bring the rest of the ppl who come here to tears!! Hehe. J/k...check it out!

Somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.. and the homework.. and the incessant forwards.. and the friendship.. and the calls to each other complaining about crushes.. Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls .. And the "I miss you's" &the "I love you's".. And the "What are we doing tonight's?".. And somewhere between all of the changing, growing.. Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes.. And the skipping classes.. And the studying for tests... And the pretending to study for tests.. And the downright NOT studying for tests.. I forgot.. I forgot what High school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry.. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.. And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.. I forgot that you can't control falling in love.. And that you can't make yourself fall in love.. I learned that I can love.. I learned that it's okay to mess up.. And it's okay to ask for help.. And it's okay to feel like crud.. I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. I learned that sometimes the things you want MOST you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the Dances or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups.. It's the friendships, which means taking chances.. I learned that sometimes the things we want to FORGET are the things which we most need to talk about.. I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends, both o l d and new, are the most important people to me in the world. And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.. So this is a thank you to YOU.. for always being there.. I LOVE YOU <3

Currently Playing I Think I'm in Love With You (Pt.2) By Jessica Simpson see related

"Cherry Blossom Pink and Apple Blossom White"

It's cherry pink and apple blossom white,

When your true lover comes your way.

It's cherry pink and apple blossom white,

the poets say.

The story goes that once a cherry tree,

beside and apple tree did grow.

And there a boy once met his bride to be,

long long ago.

The boy looked into her eyes,

it was a sight to enthrall,

the breezes joined in their sighs.

The blossoms started to fall.

And as they gently carressed,

the lovers looked up to find,

the branches of the two trees were intertwined.

And that is why the poets always write,

if there's a new moon bright above,

it's cherry pink and apple blossom white,

when you're in LOVE!

Hey, guys!!  Changed my layout again...how do u ppl like it??  I hope u do. Not that I'll change it if u don't or anything, but just curious of your opinions. Anyway, sorry I haven't gotten around to commenting on most of your xanga's!  I've been sooooo busy!! I'm barely at home, and when I am, I always have so much to do!! And aol is not exactly the fastest thing in the world! My comp is always reconnecting to the internet! Gets soooo tiring, but w/e. Yeah, so I'll probably get around to them sometime during the weekend [hopefully]. What else is new?  Well, Mike's home!  Well, for the weekend at least...but then he's going to his dad's house tonight, so I won't get to see him much ...Hmmm....Alex is coming soon (in approximately a week or two), so that's exciting ...for me, at least! Today I'm going to the Flushing library w/ Leen...should be fun...except for all u ppl who don't like libraries!  Hehe. Well, byez for now!

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I dream that I am there with you!